primrose squarp

thinking about
2013-10-14 15:20:39 (UTC)

and...

kyo's been drinking enough to get sick often. he's been sleeping a lot of the day & staying up at night (then he wonders why he can't sleeep at night, ha-ha) his breath is bad from all the drinking. actually, his body carries a strange odor & the last time he quit drinking, the smells went away. me nagging him doesn't do any good so i don't say anything. i know he's depressed about money, & i feel bad that i can't help him. he got an intervention from a family member the other day, but in the end it's up to him. i just don't want him to get really sick. sometimes i think about threatening to leave but then i would miss him terribly & what if it doesn't do any good?
i wish i could talk to my friends, but they are too busy or have too many problems of their own.to be fair, whenever i do have problems i don't want to talk to anyone. i will just do what i always do whenever i am stressed: sort out all of my beads & jewelry.




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