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pit_for_her
2013-09-28 11:36:23 (UTC)

Day 12 Are you open about your lifestyle choices with any family members or friends? How did they react when you told them? What is the most difficult thing in dealing with or recognizing your submissive self.

i recently told my 19 year old son about my involvement in the fetish lifestyle. i did not get into details as i did not want to shock him too bad. His reaction was one of slight curiosity and wonder with guarded inquisition, i figure if he wants to know more, he will ask and i will share.

i have not told any other family members or friends, i do not feel my family has earned the right to know of my deep personal and emotional desires, they may never.

The hardest thing for me is to not go overboard with my wants. Since i have neglected my needs for most of my life i have a tendency to want everything now. This is hard to control sometimes, my Owner is giving me anything and everything i could have ever wished for but i still find myself wanting it all now. i will settle down though, it is finally sinking in that this is not a dream anymore but my reality.




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