Grace

Smells Like Adult Spirit (But Not Really)
2013-09-18 19:14:39 (UTC)

Sometimes I Just Think, Wow.

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That was needed.

School is stressing me out more than it ever has before. I feel like there are tons and tons of little needles poking into me, probing me, testing how far I can go before I just break down.

And to think, just from schoolwork?

I mean, its not the work. I think it is the expectations.

"YOU HAVE TO GO TO COLLEGE"
"YOU MUST GET STRAIGHT AS"
"YOU MUST BE INVOLVED IN THINGS YOU DO NOT LIKE"
"YOU MUST DO WELL ON THE SATS"
"YOU MUST BE ACTIVE AND RUN UNTIL YOU FREAKING DIE BECAUSE YOUR FEET FALL OFF"

Some of the many stupid saying by my idiot teachers.

I do not think I have one teacher of which I truly, genuinely like.

I am trying my best, and that is SUPPOSED to count but that seems like ut is false. What if your best is not an A ? Then what? No future, just off youtself before you dissapoint more people.

I was looking at my entries, and right when school started to come around, My negativity increased.

God. If you are there. Just... I don't know... help.

-Graks

P.S. I am fully aware that some may think I am overstressing, I probably, most likely am. But, I just have feelings...Okay? ;)




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