WallFlower

the answer to the question of why
2013-08-20 20:13:33 (UTC)

Finding pleasure in being sad

I'm not sure what it is...But I like it. Its like I can't stop for a minute and try to be happy. I'm at that point where I just think.. you know what? FUCK IT. I'm participating in things I wouldn't even dream off. And I know my parents wouldn't approve. Experimenting (sexually) especially with girls. Playing with fire, trying drugs, getting drunk for no reason. Doing dangerous shit just for the hell of it. But the worrying thing is I really enjoy it all. I enjoy the feeling of being depressed.. weird isn't it?




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