xo-wallflower

xo-wallflower
2013-08-17 07:08:05 (UTC)

Job

Today I had a job interview and I can proudly say I got the job within two minutes of the interview! She is very nice and she seems very happy to have me on board as a employee. I'm super excited to finally have my very first job. I've very nervous though. I'm a shy person, once I get comfortable I'll be myself. But sometimes it takes me quite awhile. I'm scared that I might mess up or something. Something that scares me is I do have social anxiety. No I haven't been diagnosed yet. Anyways, my social anxiety has ruin so many things for me. And when I had to start applying for jobs I didn't apply to many. In total I have applied at 4. My parents kept complaining at me to apply at more places and to get a job. But even if I told them this they wouldn't understand. My social anxiety was getting to me and it was preventing me from getting a job. Right now i'm in a good mood and right now I'm not thinking about my social anxiety. So I have a good attitude going into working. Today I worked four hours! I go back again on Monday. Throughout that week I have more job training and then the week after I work on my own. She said she has me booked to work lots already. The one thing I am hoping is that I'll be able to work and go to university at the same time. And I hope it's not going to be very stressful. I can't wait to see what working a job is really like.




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