d.j.e.h

rambles
2013-08-09 16:34:01 (UTC)

so so tired

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of giving a fuck
I'm tired of being a girlfriend, of being a human, of being on this earth
I'm tired of pretending that everything is ok
I'm tired of having to make up for doing the wrong thing
I'm tired of Ben's fucked up mind making things harder than they should be
I'm tired of my own mind
I'm tired of being relied upon by others (especially at work)
I'm tired of having responsibilities
I'm tired of not sleeping
I'm tired of being unhappy, upset, angry, emotional, needy, depressed, anxious, paranoid, worried, stressed
I'm tired of feeling unable to express myself
I'm tired of having nobody to turn to, nobody to help me and nobody that understands, or that even tries to understand!
I'm tired of forcing myself to just carry on like there's nothing wrong
I'm tired of being Danielle
I'm tired of it all!




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