Depressed Boy

Diary of Depressed Boy
2013-07-21 16:30:26 (UTC)

my life's a mess and nobody understands

These days were very special for me, I'm enjoying the privilege of being wrong even when I'm not. I don't like this.
Here's what's going in my drastically out of my control life.
It started in 2010 when I was in class 10th, my life was good or say normal, I go to school come home days were really nice I found few friends at school, but actually life did not wanted this, so it gave me and my family a problem, not a different one other than world. It was money crisis I was put in a college for further education (I could have done 11th-12th from school, like my elder sisters did)but I did not, why because my parents can't afford it and so I said" put me in college and I'll do the tuition, whether I'm in school or college I have to take tuition " .
but then also I was not given tuition (money matter) I went to tuition on my friend's ID card because he had an accident was not able to go for a-two week.

Anyway I passed very badly.

And in class 12th I. Was not able to take tuition, I do take math tuition and chemistry?(halfway) but not physics.,
And yet I somehow managed to get passed in all subjects ....
thanks 2 god or whoever.
Well I tried to get admission in Reputed colleges but i didn't got that coz my Base was low.

And now my sisters are studying in reputed colleges(engineering)
and i'm here at the same college doing simple B.Sc , even without knowing what's coming next.
I wanted to do animation (b.sc) but no

And everyone point at me ....
its your fault that i didn't get admission anywhere or got low marks .
what should i do????
sometimes it feels like my life's useless.
there's no point in living or dying. ....
who to live for who to die for ??




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