HRH Princess

HRH Urban Princess
2013-07-13 04:03:50 (UTC)

Sex

I haven't spoken to Matt since our last long conversation. I did have to appear as though I was offline because I was fucking with James.
I have to be honest. I hadn't realized how passive aggressive I can be when it relates to relating to men. I wanted to have sex with James for the past week. I was really pissed when he missed our plan times to have sex. At first I didn't want even be bothered with him anymore, but then I thought to make him believe that I was having sex with someone else. I know that he is not the type to share. I ignored him a few times, told him that I had other plans when I didn't, sent him messages that seemed to be for someone else. It worked!
This morning James called me asking to fuck. I told him that I didn't trust that he would actually come through, he promised this time he would. It took him like an hour to get here, after he got gas and lube. We went back to his place.
James is not the typical guy a person might think me to be attracted to. He’s in his thirties, way younger than I am but he looks like he’s five years older than me. He is super hairy all over his body, even has hair on his back, however on his head the hair is reseeding. He is wears dorky glasses. He is too into sports because he used to play football in college until he hurt is back, and claims that ruined his ‘professional career.’ What I like about him is that he makes me feel like a ladie even when he talks dirty to me. He constantly ask if I am ok or how I am feeling. The best thing is that I can really make him sweat.
What I mean by that is that he is pretty good at fucking me. He starts off with the obligatory kissing. I say obligatory because men always think that’s what I want. It’s not like they are romancing me or we’re in a relationship. Don’t get me wrong I like being treated like a lady opposed to being treated like a whore but kissing me is not necessary, it is too personal and we’re just having sex. After that kissing stuff he gives me a massage which loosens my muscles and makes me tingle all over. Then he slips his dick inside me while I am still lying on my stomach. Without going into every detail let’s just say I make him work. He’s panting harder and harder as I moan in delight, even give the allusion that I had severasl orgasms. I talk dirty to him tell him to make me cum or warn him that I am going to cum, when in all actuality I am not anywhere near an orgasm. I like doggy style because it’s less personal also and while he is doing this work, I was smiling and laugh because he was doing all this work. He thought he was doing something when I was the one that reakky was in control. All his actions regarding the situation were the result of me and he gave me exactly what I wanted.
The only part I don’t like is afterwards with him. I am ready to leave and he wants to go to sleep together. No matter what time of day it is he wants to sleep! When he sleeps he wants to sleep touching me and spooning. Honestly, I am not use to this and it makes me very nervous. So it takes me a while to slow down my fast beating heart, I am hoping that he doesn’t notice that my heart was beating fast or maybe he thinks it’s from the sex we just had.
Today while he was sleeping I tried to move away from him and get some distance so that our skin wasn’t touching. That didn’t work because each time that I moved away he moved closer. After a couple of hours of listening to him snore, breath really funny and talk in his sleep, we fucked again before we got up to take a shower. I will admit the last time we fucked today that I did have an orgasm. It was because I was thinking about how I had made him do what I wanted and then made him work so hard. He even commented about how quiet I am.
He is correct I am quiet. I do not know what to say when we are together because I do not want to let him into my life. I do not wish to tell him things about me that are personal, He tells me a lot of personal things about him. After the fucking I felt kind of bad for manipulating him so badly and being really rude to him. I didn’t realize that he was going through all these hardships. I am facing hardships too, so I never consider what the guy is going through, all I care about is getting my orgasm.
I know that I was smiling and grinning the entire time because I had succeeded but I am not too proud of myself for controlling the situation the way that I did. Yes sure I finally had the sexual distraction that I wanted but I tormented this guy and made him miss out on hours from work. Today instead of working he was fucking me and sleeping with me,. He ignored his phone when it rang and would let anyone interfere with our sexual encounter. He was also apologetic for having to take me home so early, we spent seven hours together. I did divulge one personal thing to him about my living situation. I think that I felt it to be obligatory since he told me about all these personal and financial hardships he was having,.
What’s worse is that I don’t even really care if he contact me again. I wrote the previou but that’s not true. The way I was when we were fucking, I was doing things that I knew would make him want to come back, even though I don’t really want him, I want him to want me. I know that my sexual behavior is gonna make him want to fuck me again. I knew that when we were fucking. I am not sure of how much I want him but I wanted him to want to fuck me again. So everything that I did was because I wanted him to want to fuck me again. I am excited about him wanting to fuck me again.




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