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2013-06-30 21:22:22 (UTC)

Does It Get Any Easier?


I know losing people is a part of life.

Why is it, that people that are so close to you, know most everything about you one day.. Are strangers to you the next?

Is it because I'm young that I take it so hard for someone so important to me to drift? Or is it always going to be hard for someone to leave?

Is it wrong to move on, and barely think of that person much at all anymore? Is that actually "moving on" or just forgetting them because it hurts so much to remember them?

My good friend told me that Change is the only thing that is constant.
Adapt is the only choice we have when things change,
but it hurts so much, to remember all the good times you shared with that other person.. to miss it so much.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
I began to believe this actually, because I lost someone, but gained so much because I lost her.
I still think about her.
It still hurts that she's gone, in another state, might as well be another planet.
Living another life.

Special people create places in our hearts that cannot be filled by anyone else.
When we lose those people, they leave memories and love,
and wisdom in the place of their presence,
but they also leave a hole.
A void. An aching part of you that longs for them again.

Does it get any easier?
To lose someone important to you?
For them to drift away, or Pass on?
Does the ache ever stop?

I don't believe that I'll ever understand why people have to come and go throughout life.
I don't believe that you should just forget someone who used to be your light, your reason to get up in the morning.
Someone who is close to your heart.
Is it wrong to hold on to the memories,
even though it causes you pain to remember?

~LoveStruck</3





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