Vanilla

Thoughts

I made the mistake of trusting someone who had no loyalty. Not an ounce of integrity and a heart as cold as ice.

I am over him now...but I know it screwed me up a little, its made me feel no trust towards men. Im not broken anymore, but im not open at all. I cant flirt anymore, I dont chase, I dont even look a guy in the eye anymore. Which is annoying because im single as hell and theres not a single person I like....apart from Anser that is, but thats a whole other story. I guess thats just lust..and even that Im too scared to act on.