☣PYROMANIAC☣

✖✖Playing With Matches✖✖
2013-06-19 15:21:46 (UTC)

Silent Anger


This morning my grandmother came into my room and roared for me to get out of bed. She started griping.. and I just wanted her to leave.
Tears slid down my face..

I got online and saw a new entry from him..
It was like being stabbed with a knife.
I knew it was coming though.
I knew it wouldn't last between us.

When I'm jealous.. I don't feel angry at the other person, I don't hate the other person..
I just hate myself.
There's just anger directed at myself.
It hurts.. It's like being stabbed in the heart.. It's like.. being slugged over and over..

I feel so worthless.
I feel so empty.
I feel so angry at myself, at the world..
I feel all this festering rage within myself.. and everyday it grows darker and stronger..
And no one knows.
I feel like a ticking time bomb..
and One day, someone's going to make me blow..

~LoveStruck</3




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