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2013-05-06 22:04:56 (UTC)

Toxic

It's like I'm missing someone or something but I don't know who or what.
I just get these times usually at night where I get these huge waves of loneliness.
It's like I need to keep myself constantly distracted so I'm not alone with my thoughts, but that's so hard at night.
I'm crying and I don't know why, I just really need someone.
Connor helps sometimes but I always feel so awkward if people worry about me, it makes me feel sick.
Already had a few fights with mum and she's only been back like three days.
She should move out. She's toxic.
And I am allowed to remove any toxic relationships from my life. It's mine and she can only ruin it if I let her, I have to try not let it get to me.

I just burst out crying and I don't understand like can I get any more pathetic, what is wrong with me
Just don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut don't cut
Three months you can make it.


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