HoneyJunk
My Transformation
2013-06-16 12:20:28 (UTC)
Every way the wind blows
Gotta love songs that get stuck in your head. I call them ear worms.
You'd think by now I'd know what I want. I continue to surprise myself, every day. This endurance. Just when I think I've burnt out, I revive. Because I am needed. I am needed in a calm state. I am needed to give hugs, diffuse the pain, hold her in my arms again and again. Every meltdown my sister has breaks my heart. While she is screaming "Help!", I helplessly can only hold her till the ebbing pain calms. Till the drugs kick in, and she blissfully...fitfully.. Sleeps.
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