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2013-06-14 16:00:38 (UTC)

Last exam

I've done 4 exams and my last one is on monday, i'm so stressed and tired i'm losing the will to live.

I really don't think i'll actually make it to university and i'm so sad about it but there's nothing I can do now :(

Here comes the shitty part of my life. My boyfriend split up with me as I think i've mentioned, so I decided to take on this new "bitch I don't care about anything" personality. This boy gave me his number and I didn't see anything wrong with a bit of harmless flirting, but then I found out he was seeing a girl but I still continued to text him etc etc, and then we slept together (I don't really count it though because it didn't last long oops) but anyway basically he regretted it instantly like I said he would and he told me he didn't want to speak to me anymore, I wasn't really upset because I didn't like like him or anything.
Now i'm left with feeling a bit dirty, because i'm not a 'slag' and the thought of this innocent girl somewhere who's going to get her heart broken is making me feel so guilty.

I feel worthless and not good enough and it's all my fault.