NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2013-06-11 11:51:44 (UTC)

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME

WHY do I ALWAYS push away?
WHY do I ALWAYS want to go fast and never take things slow?
I pretty much lost my best friend, we don't see eye to eye, but isn't that what really makes a friendship? not suppose to agree on everything, yet she has ALWAYS thought of herself better than me..FUCK
Liked this guy for almost a year, we couldn't/didn't pursue anything last year because he had a girlfriend, they break up; I'm the "rebound" sex, he says I'm not, but at first I didn't care if it was a lie because I liked him that much, he says he doesn't want a girlfriend right now, I get it yet I don't really want to accept it; I want him to be mine so what do I do? Push him away! WOW I'm fucked in the head and don't deserve anyone!
Will write more later if I get think a bit clearer.

Til Later,
Sadie




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