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2013-05-29 05:42:07 (UTC)

Wednesday 29.5.13

It's 5.25am...

i'm up and ready for my run. Just tried my running shoes on again... still quite uncomfortable, so i'm wearing my ordinary trainers till it's better. They give me more room. Not as bad as running shoes, but i still feel it.

i may go a walk later aswell. Got some cals to catch up on after last nights wine! Lol
i think i overdid it a bit! Head doesn't feel too good today! :(

Missing my Master lots now :( ,but i'm not telling Him that. To be honest, i don't even know if He's getting my mail! i haven't heard from Him since before He went away :(
Anyway, no point telling Him and maybe ruining His time. He'll see my diary when He gets back, and He'll know :)

11.10am...

Hubby has gone out with his mate, so i have some time to myself at last!
my run went well today :) i decided to make amends for the shortfall of Mondays run, and did 48 mins running non stop today :) The toe is still sore, but it felt better in my old trainers, so i'll keep wearing them till it's better now.

When i got back from the run, i went in the bath. i lay in the bubbles for a while, relaxing and thinking of my Master... what He might be doing... wondering if He thinks of me.
i started my edging assignment as i thought about Him. It's getting much easier now! i manage to bring myself to the edge quicker now, but i think that has a lot to do with how horny i'm feeling lately! Lol
i keep putting hubby off sex... i can't come now... i can't fail this assignment. i hope i can last out till next Tuesday... God, i hope i get to speak to Him next Tuesday! 6 more days! i'm bursting already! He doesn't get back till 2am Tuesday morning though, so He may not be on till afternoon :(

i plan to do another one of my assignments today aswell... eating a meal from a bowl without using my hands.
Not looking forward to that at all! i'm going to do a chicken pasta salad... should be interesting!
i may also start the list of 10 things i find embarrassing aswell today.

Tomorrow, i plan to go to town and do another one of the assignments... to try on 3 different skirts i like, take pics of me in them, and send them to my Master. Hubby is out for a short while tomorrow afternoon aswell :)

12noon...

i just logged into Yahoo, and there was an email from Him! :D
OMG! i'm so happy!
He says that the internet access is patchy, and the internet cafe is unreliable, expensive, miles from the hotel, and has no privacy! He says He can't wait to read my emails. i hope He's been receiving them! That sounds like He hasn't! i have them all anyway, so He can have them when He gets back if that's the case :)
He says He's going to be "soooo ready for me" when He gets back! Lol. Not as ready as i am for Him! ;) He says He misses me terribly, but He knows He's in my thoughts constantly, as i am His, and that makes Him feel content :)
He just made me so happy. i sent Him an email back saying how happy He made me, just by a simple, short email. i tell Him how much i'm enjoying writing my journal, and how it's helped me with my thoughts and feelings. i told Him i looked at His house last night too, and that i'm completing the assignments :)
Last of all, i tell Him i love Him... so much it hurts.

3.20pm...

i just did the eating from a bowl on the floor assignment! My God! That was difficult! i made a chicken and pasta salad, with lettuce, cucumber, tomato, and onion, with a honey and mustard dressing. i had to take it upstairs to eat it, in the bedroom, as my son is in, and i didn't want him walking in on me! That would have taken some explaining!
i have never done anything like that before. It felt horrible! i had to chase the food round the bowl... trying to lick it up the side of the bowl high enough to get hold of it with my teeth! i don't want to be doing that again in a hurry, and i'm hoping it will be a punishment only, and not a regular occurrence! The food was all over my nose, chin and cheeks! Yuk! By the time i had done, i was a mess! That was really bad! :(

i emailed Master with my assignment completion. i hope He's getting these emails! i don't want Him thinking i'm not constantly thinking of Him, and carrying out His wishes :(

i also send a goodnight email, and go to bed thinking of Him again, at 10.45pm...

Happy and contented, knowing i'm His :)




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