It's been messy these times
I don't know where I am at.
I love him so much, like a big affection. We're not even official. Whatever what we had between us, it is non existent anymore.
I need to breathe.
He needs me to let go.
I can't stop loving me, when he obviously stopped to. Thus, I can't deny my feelings.
I mean, my brain can't follow my heart. They're having a fight, they keep saying opposite things.
One day, you may understand how I feel, when you'll fall in love with another girl, who won't be me. When you'll care more than her, and she will never love you back like I used to.
No one will love you like I do.
One day, I'll get over you. I truly do. Because I'm so sick. At this time, only my feelings have stayed. I keep pretending that you will change, someday. I keep promising to myself, that this will be the last time. Last time, that I let you hurt me.
I am a bad liar.
I truly adore you.