Ophelia

Where Am I Going
2013-05-28 06:00:40 (UTC)

start of something new

I've been wondering a lot about genetics lately. Are genetics the cause of my pessimism or my possible depression? And more importantly is it the cause of my body dismorphia and eating disorder. The funny thing is as I write this I seem like a person who isn't very fun to be with and doesn't have friends or a family that loves her enough when the truth is I have all of that. I have a life that a lot of people dream of and I would love if other issues weren't taking over. I know that I have to overcome these issues and be the person that has the great life with friends and family, the one I would have if everything wasn't swirling around me.

I really do try and start new chapters in my life and it's about time that I started another one.




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