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✖✖Playing With Matches✖✖
2013-05-20 20:03:46 (UTC)

Letting Go


Today, the memories I have played through my head.
I'll never understand why things change, and why things remain.
I'll never understand why people leave, and why people remain, and why people return.

They say if you love something, You will let it go.
If it is meant to be yours, then it will come back.
I get that now. I actually get it.

It's a painful feeling, to let go of something so dear, but I know that I must in order to move on.
I still have so much to learn in my life.. I'll be letting go of so much.. I don't know exactly how to deal with this feeling yet, but I'm sure I will.

Months ago, I never would have dreamed of writing this entry.
I never would have dreamed of letting this person go.
It brings me too much pain to hang onto now..
Once I ended it between this person..
What I felt surprised me..
I felt free.

Even though, it hurts to leave.. It is no longer my place to stay.
I feel like I am strong enough to do this. I feel like a weight has been dropped from my shoulders..
I feel like I can start over again.

Josh saved me once again.
I hope that I'm strong enough to get passed these next few weeks.
I fear that I may fail my math class.
If I pass, it will be barely.
My grandma will go nuts after she sees me C averages..
But it will be alright. It just has to be.

I'm beginning to feel this chapter of my life closing.. and a new one is just around the corner.
Give me the strength to embrace it.

Love to All.
~LoveStruck<3





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