Baby Doll

Baby Doll's notes
2013-05-20 04:56:59 (UTC)

3. BDSM and no answers.

BDSM:
An overlapping abbreviation of Bondage and Discipline (BD), Dominance and Submission (DS), Sadism and Masochism (SM).

Me and my husband have recently decided to enjoy a BDSM relationship, as he is my Master and I am his pet. I have been apart of the BDSM 'world' so to say for some time now, my husband not so much. I am in my element the most happy when I am completely dominated to the point I am able to completely and willingly submit myself to my Dom. After discussing this with my husband he decided to give it one more go, and we have never been happier in our relationship.

Yes I have a son, NO he is not exposed to anything out of the ordinary. We are mature adults who have chosen a different less vanilla path but that dose not mean my son is being exposed to this "not norm" environment I mean shit I feel like even if me and my husband chose to stay vanilla I would be explaining to you that we don't have sex with my son in the room. smh

now we have that cleared up heh I have decided that threw out the rest of this journal/Diary (w/e you wish to call it) I will refer to my husband as my Master or Master w/e fit's the sentence lol or my mod. It will help clear up a lot of the 'he she said' crap, as there seems to be a lot of it. So that stated some of my posts will be about me and my husbands BDSM life style others will be me bitching about not having enough laundry soap to finish a load or what not.

On to another topic of interest. so I went to the doc about my extreme tiredness lately the checked if I was pregnant had mono or to see if my white or red blood count was off. No I'm not pregnant, No I don't have mono and my blood count is 100% normal... so they send me home and tell me to come back in a week if I don't feel any better... and remind you this is after the doctor hade to wake me up in the room because I fell asleep waiting for her?!?!? really there are no other tests we can run today?! I'm a stay at home mom I have a kid to take care of being afraid to go to the park with my son incase I fall asleep... is not a safe environment....

Luckily today I have been feeling a little better I'm not falling over asleep so much this afternoon (well now 12am in the morning, just on because I was up not falling asleep and wanted to post quickly) but who says what tomorrow will bring. I guess one day at a time. Master said he will stay home and help watch our son if it is necessary I just wish he didn't have to do that. I feel like an awful pet right now not being able to complete any of my tasks (not that he is assigning them right now knowing I'm not feeling that great(will be adding my tasks to my journal/diary once I'm feeling better and Master feels I'm ready to take them on again). I just don't want to disappoint him.

But I'm glade he is loving enough to offer staying home a full week and help me out. I know some husbands would never even consider such an action.

well Like I said it's 12:00am and I need to get some sleep, as I'm hoping to be back to a better normal tomorrow morning... (keep your fingers crossed please... who ever you are) So good night... good morning... good afternoon where ever you may be and hope the day was/is good for you :) -->--<@




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