Robin

My Mind
2001-10-10 12:25:26 (UTC)

GOING CRAZY

IM SO SICK OF DAD AND PAM LIVING HERE I WANT THEM OUT!! SHE
IS SUCH A PAIN IN MY ASS SHE HIDES IN HER ROOM EVERYDAY
THAT SHE STAYS HOME AND IT MAKES ME SICK ITS NOT LIKE THIS
IS THE WORST PLACE TO LIVE. IM NOT A BAD PERSON AND I LIKE
HER SHE JUST GETS ON MY NERVES. I NEVER THOUGHT LIVING
WITH FAMILY WOULD BE SO BAD. THEY ARENT EVEN ATTEMPTING TO
SAVE ANY MONEY FOR THERE OWN PLACE AND THEY LIVE HERE FOR
FREE! WE ONLY TELL THEM TO PAY FOR THINGS THAT WE NEED AND
ITS ALWAYS THINGS THAT WE ALL USE LIKE TOILET PAPER OR
LAUNDRY SOAP OR STUFF LIKE THAT. SHE HAS TOTALLY DESTROYED
MY HOUSE NOT IN THE MANNER OF SPEAKING BUT I CANT FIND
ANYTHING ANYMORE AND SO MUCH OF MY STUFF HAS COME UP
MISSING LIKE ALL MY HAIR STUFF I CANT FIND ANY OF IT AND I
BUY IT AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK CAUSE IT ALWAYS COMES UP
MISSING. MY KITCHEN IS IN THE ORDER SHE PUTS IT IN AND I
REARRANGE IT AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK SO I CAN FIND THE THINGS
AGAIN. I HATE IT I WANT MY HOME BACK IM SO ANNOYED WHEN
DAD GOES TO WORK SHE STAYS GONE FOR 12 HOURS A DAY DOING
NOTHING BUT SPENDING MONEY ON STUPID SHIT THAT THEY DONT
NEED LIKE TOYS OR JEWELRY THEY NEED TO GET A PLACE OF THERE
OWN EVEN IF ITS JUST A ONE BEDROOM FUCKING HOUSE I DONT
CARE I WANT THEM OUT THEY CANT JUST FREE LOAD OFF OF US NO
RENT NOT HAVING TO PAY ON THE ELECTRIC OR ANYTHING I HATE
IT. OUR ELECTRIC WENT UP BY 30 BUCKS AND THEY STILL DIDNT
OFFER TO PAY ANY OF IT. WE CANT AFFORD IT SO NOW I HAVE TO
GO BACK TO WORK AND I DONT WANT TO CAUSE IM A HOUSE WIFE
AND MOM I LOVE TO STAY HOME AND COOK AND CLEAN AND TAKE
CARE OF OUR LITTLE BOY IM NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE TO GO TO
WORK WHEN I WORK IT CONSUMES MY LIFE IM TOO SOFT TO WORK I
ALWAYS END UP WORKING FOR EVERYONE ELSE ON THERE SHIFTS TOO
SO IM NEVER HOME I DONT WANT TO DO THAT AGAIN I WANT TO BE
HOME BUT NOW THE MONEY WE HAD SAVED UP FOR CHRISTMAS IS
GONE CAUSE WEVE HAD TO PAY MORE ON ELECTRIC AND FOOD AND
EVERYTHING CAUSE THERE HERE. I HATE IT ILL BE PISSED IF I
HAVE TO DIG INTO CHRISTMAS MONEY AGAIN THEN THEY WILL BOTH
EITHER BE OUT ON THE STREETS OR THEYLL BE BUYING NICE BIG
PRESENTS FOR LIL MAN FOR CHRISTMAS. IM NOT TAKING THIS
SHIT ANYMORE. --END--