HSKKOGILAN

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Ezoic
2013-05-17 01:48:41 (UTC)

A Girl with lovely eyes 1

AT 12.27A.M, THE GIRL MESSAGE ME SAY "HELLOO ?" ...
AT 12.31A.M, THE GIRL MESSAGE FOR THE SECOND TIME BECAUSE I DIDN'T REPLY HER .SHE SAY "BY THE TIME YOU REPLY ME YESTERDAY...I FELL ASLEEP...SORRY:-)"
AT 12.38A.M, I REPLY HER SECOND MESSAGE THT "HEY ARE YOU THERE"..
AT 12.42A.M, I MASSAGE AGAIN THT "MISS YOU LA..REPLY WHEN YOU SAW THIS!"
AND I THOUGHT SHE WONT REPLY ME BECAUSE MAYBE SHE ALREADY SLEEP..

BUT I AM SURPRISE WHN SAW HER REPLY THT "WAIT..WILL CALL YOU AFTER 30 MIN"
AT 12.43A.M..
I AM HAPPY AND AT THE SAME TIME I WAS NERVOUS WHN I SAW HER MASSAGE ..
AND I SHOULD WAIT 30 MIN .. WOW THT WAS CRAZIES MOVEMENT OF MY LIFE .. THE 30 MIN IS LIKE 16 HOUR FOR ME BECAUSE I FEEL THT EVERY 1 MIN IS EQUAL TO 30 MIN ... I JUST LOOK AT HER FACEBOOK PROFILE TO AVOID THT CRAZY FEELING ...
FINALLY SHE CALL ME AT 01.18A.M, YOU KNOW WHO IS THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH ..YAH!! ITS ME ... HAAA HER SWEET VOICE KILLING ME .. I AM TRY TO TALK SOMETHING SURPRISE TO IMPRESS HER SUCH AS TELLING HER BIRTHDAY(TO SHOW THT I AM ALWAYS THINK ABT HER),GUESS THT WHT SHE LIKES,N DISLIKE(TO SHOW HER THT I AM UNDERSTAND HER MORE THN OTHERS) BUT I DONT MADE IT BECAUSE EVERYTHING I GUESS IS WRONG ...
WE TALK JUST FOR 10 TO 15 MIN BECAUSE SHE TEL THT SHE GET ANOTHER CALL ..SO, SHE SAY THT SHE WILL CALL ME TOMORROW OR MAYBE NOT ..
I FEEL THT I AM THE UNLUCKY PERSON IN THIS WORLD AT THT MOVEMENT ..

NOTES: WHY THIS ALL HAPPEN TO ME .. I DONT KNOW , Maybe i love her !! but i cant do tht she was my best friend ...if i propose to her also i dont know tht i can take this relationship to the end.. i dont want hurt her under the name of love..so,i will propose to her when i am sure myself tht i will never left her wht ever happen in future.. nw i decided tht i should stop talk with her on phone to avoid thinking abt her and try to stop loving her ..

i am not dare to tel this all to her even on phone ..
thts the reason i choose this online diary ..
i still remember her words .. she likes the person who is daring face her with the love propose ..
but i am not tht kind of person .. i am scared ..maybe i will cry if she not accept my love propose ..

ok..good nite!! my online diary ..


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