Little Drummer Girl

Life as I see it
2013-02-07 14:50:03 (UTC)

Day 4

Today is day 4 and I felt so good today I didn’t even feel the need to write. I’m writing anyway however, because I feel it is just as important to capture the good days as it is the bad.

My little boy wasn’t even happy to see me when I got home today, which is very unusual. It made me so sad.  He was just distracted with the dogs and their ball, but still. Everyone’s allowed an off day I guess. I know he loves me.

I went to the OBGYN today. Seeing all those pregnant women in the waiting room REALLY gave me baby fever! I don’t want to start trying until June, because that would give the baby a March due date. And in the event that he/she was 4 weeks early like Caden was, his/her birthday would be early Feb. I want our children to have at least a month between their birthdays because I don’t want them to have to share their special days at all (like they would if say their birthdays were a week apart). Especially since Caden’s birthday is so close to Christmas and New Year’s anyway (poor buddy – wasn’t planned that way!). But having said all of that… I REALLY WANT ANOTHER BABY!!! Lol. I’m holdin’ strong tho! Little goals. Like we can’t do it this month because the due date would be Adam’s birthday. Can’t do it next month because that would put the due date too close to Christmas. Can’t do it the month after that because the due date would be too close to Caden’s birthday. Now I just have to come up with an excuse for February. lol




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