badkidd

Lonely boy..
2013-05-09 18:10:48 (UTC)

nafeez hotel....

mrng wokup at 10 o clk i think.. had no brkfast... i had slept late at abt 5 o clk in d mrng yestday night...

so went to training school at 11 o clk.. and almost evry1 had came and signed already... i came back alone... and then went to pratanu's room and talked a lot.. he talks a lot now a days... so we talked a lot abt non veg food stuff in kolkaTA AND KERALA AND OUR JOB TITLESD AND WRK DAT WE R GONNA DO...ETC ETC... our mouthe were watering and so we decided to go to Nafeez at evng... [ we included soharab also..]

i dont know, i felt much close to pratanu today... seems like both of us were talking frm our hearts....

then i had seen his gf [actually he sayss it is in a building stage, not that they have made gf-bf yet...] pic in his mobile.. man she looks damn cute...

then i had lunch with them, means maneesh, pratanu and uday... uday is expecting me to join him to stay together in a 2 bhk flat im mumbai...
yeah, it seems cool.. but i feel like we should includ ravi also.. but i ws thinking in ma mind like how we 3 ppl will stay in 2 bhk... but it is sure that i have to share residence with someone.. or else it will suck my pocket...

and then, came to room and u knw, I SLEPT till 5 o clk... just wokup by hitend's call... regarding receiving his flipkart delivery..

i went to reception and had a tea and called dhanya...
talked a lot abt my posting and stuuff... thank God she is really good to me always and even wen we were together, she used to come to me, but i used to keep a distance.. and i do remember, one day before we leave, she asked me to drop her at ladies hostel frm reading room at night.. and we were walking together and she told like she felt like no one is closer to her more than me, in d university...i was surprised in it...!!!!

then hitend's delivery had come which costs 420/- i had only 100 wid me at that time.. so borrowed 200 frm subhaash and 100 frm jyoti... thank GOd, i cud do it...


then came back to room and missed a cigarette.. coz thr ws no cigarettes left for me frm yesterday...

then, at seven o clk went out to hotal nafeez, wid soharab and pratanu...

soharab ws sitting in d same seat wid me in d bus...

meanwhile he shared sometyhing wid me...abt kiks...

yep, he also felt the same way as i felt....
we expect some small things frm her but she dnt even care for us at all.. she dnt care if others r hurt coz of her, or if others r feeling bad/pain due to her attitude... she dnt even think abt it...

ha told last day he also had such an experience..

he ws gng out on 7 o clk bus and so do she... he asked her to wait for him [it ws 6.50 pm only..] for 5 mins and he too is cmng.. but she left and wen he reached the bus she ws waiting over there to get the bus... and then she wanted to go on foot.. then she asked him to come wid her and he denied.. as he felt so bad... so she left on foot and he on bus..

he told me that in his last 25 yrs of life no one did like this to him as she does.. if we request smthng to others always they does it for us... [he rarely give a requwest to any1...]

i told his that i have got 100s of such experience and pain frm her...
yeah, i can really understand his pain... he helped her like more than anyone.. even i was feeling jelous on him/her for that sometime, evenif rarely..now he too got it back frm her.... omg, ls make her realise wat she is doing....


btw we had lot of chicken items like,

sweet corn chicken soup,


chicken afgani,




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