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The Marble Hornet Entries
2013-05-09 21:37:14 (UTC)

Something didn't feel right.

Today i woke up and was excited as i got to see Montana after school. so anyway i got ready and went off to school. i saw Dylan in the morning and we had breakfast at 'The Breakfast Club' (a random breakfast club they having on Thursday mornings) so anyway school began and i had I.T. straight up. i went in and did what was required. during that time Jason took m phone and tom hid it, it was confusing as who had it, but i got it back in the end. I.T. ended and i went to recess, i played games and talked for a bit before i went to business. another relaxing class, then i had advisory and then lunch. this is when it gets bad. it begins with the start of lunch, being touched by Reuben... never a fun thing. anyway i went to the canteen to get food with tom and Dylan. i got back and i was given an envelope from a friend, he told me to either put it in my locker but i was scared as this person was from the group that hates me. so i took a look, it was an invitation to a birthday party. but this is where things fell. he comes up and tells me "The only reason im inviting you is because jack (a friend i haven't seen in ages) will be there". those words "only reason i invited you" played over and over in my mind. am i being forced to go because of a person i haven't seen in a while will be there? was i going to be invited anyway? is people from that group going? these thought filled my mind though and caused me to being a bubble throughout lunch. i stopped talking and i had to go for a walk, but tom was blocking my way, i ended up getting out and seeing people. i was thinking alot then, i started looking at people and see what has happened. i have lost too many people and i cant take it. this is literally killing me. I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE. so many people have stopped talking to me after i went out with Montana, i wonder if i wasn't with Montana, if things would be different, but i don't want to. anyway i then had English and i had a SAC, i did really well... well in my eyes. i was texting Montana and asked if she was speechless, as i had written like a 1000 word text message to her. she said she wasn't... i was hurt because i spent so long writing that, she then explained how she never got the text so i sent it and still didn't go, so i left it till after school. school finished and i ran to see Montana, i then walked with her to the bus stop. we then got on and went to the plaza to get some food. during the bus ride, she got the message and read the whole thing, she was speechless and really happy, im glad she was. after that we walked to her place and relaxed for a bit before making dinner. after dinner was made we ate it.. but something was wrong, Montana wasn't happy and her mum noticed it too. she explained how we weren't even making eye contact... we weren't. i was worried, but after 10 minute she finally explained what happened. she was sad that she hurt me, i said it was ok, the pain in my back was taking over, so then we relaxed in her room for a while till she went to bed and i went home, now im relaxing and doing some youtube videos before i go to bed. so yea, an interesting day. the thinking thing is still with me now, im just so lost its not funny. anyway love you forever buby.




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