the secret me

what people dont know(Simply Clean)
2013-05-06 05:18:51 (UTC)

the ex

It hurts me to know i was the one who left it hurts me to know i did not fight for what we had, we HAD something special something that WAS different but you just played me so i had to leave. No matter what happened over the years we always found each other. With the things that we are involved its no doubt in my mind that we will see each other again and try to make our feelings work again. Im tired of fighting over the same things. I needed to let you go. But i wonder did you even think about chasing me has i left, did you care. Or were you bullshiting the whole time. I know i left but i still felt something i know i still have feelings and i felt bad i still wanted you by my side . But you could car. Less on what happened i hoped you were that one person who made a difference in my life. You were different from everyone. You were the only person i could talk toabout cars and guns. But you threw it away . You lied to me and said sorry thinking it was ok if you said truth is you hurt me bad and when i knew i had to leave it hurt even more.i wish i could turn back time and make more memories with but thats hard if i keep getting lied to. I dont know how or why i keep letting you in my life but i know the way i feel with i have never felt that you WERE different but you turned out like all the others.i dont want to admitt i miss you cause then that would be saying its okay for what you did . I hope one day you will realize that i was what you needed and say your sorry but i know you and that will never happen. I dont know how to get you out of my head. I wish i could tell you this but i dont want the heart ache again… i now realize i may have over reacted but also you mean more to me as a friend rather then a boyfriend or not at all. when my brother leaves you and karim are all i have in the AV but i dont know how to begin re talking to you has a friend.




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