Watasumi Kasai

Complaining about shit
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2013-04-10 23:10:24 (UTC)


I am so freaking aggravated, and I don't even know why. God can't do this anymore. I think I really need to start seeing my therapist again. I feel like my depression is coming back. These mood swings are hard to deal with. I don't know how I use to function before when I was having these problems. Now I feel like crying. I think I need to get away for a little while. But I don't know where I should or could go. I'm broke of course and the friends I have, I'm not really sure I consider them my friends. I've know them for more the 10 years but I don't know how to really act around them.

Not to mention I've had crushes on all of them. I was young but the fact that I was soundly rejected by them still kinda hurts. But I love those guys anyway. I'm just so frustrated at myself for some reason. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. The cigarettes I bought today were freaking stale and all the menthol was gone. I spent 11$ on that pack and they're nasty as hell.

I got into an argument with my brother. I didn't even need to argue with him. But I just got hella pissed for no real reason. I should apologize. But he gets on my damn nerves. I'll still say sorry though.