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Miss my Son
Woke up to a noise outside. It was a cat meowing. It's the same cat my 7 year old son would find wandering outside the neighborhood and would bring into the house. He'd play with the cat, feed it and ask me if we could keep it. Told him it wasn't ours.
Stupid cat. It caught me off guard and now it hurts so bad. I miss him and I know he misses me. I forgot to put up my wall so this snuck up on me. That fucking bitch of an ex. She just fucks everything up.
I feel even worse because my son doesn't know how to deal with this. He just misses his dad and don't have the strength and understanding to deal with his crazy Mother (She shouldn't even be called that).
So I've been up since 2:00AM just because of that cat!! I'm so tired. I'm so tired of the bullshit too.