the broken girl

bruised and scarred
2013-04-06 20:03:33 (UTC)

Maybe just maybe

so before my mom left for work she said that were gonna move with my dad honestly i dont want too nothing good will come if we move there the job suck ass there & i have to go to school there i dont want too i have no friend there expect sherry but since i move to new york we barely talk now we were friends since 3 grade. maybe moving with my dad i'll be less depressing but i'll hate living there even i grew up there for 12 years & i only lived in ny for almost 4 years but honestly moving there makes no sence whar are we gonna do there caribbean countires suck ass. my mom can stay here if my grandma doesnt wanna pay the rent let her move the fuck outta the house cuz most of the stuff im the dam house is hers & he better pay the fucken rent cuz its not fair for my mom to pay the rent & she fucken old hag gonna live here. honestly i fucken hate her i know that sounds mean but the shit that shes doing to us will make her rot in hell im her granddaughter how can you do something like that espically to her daughter how can you tell her to move with her kids if someone has a heart they would never do that she did my mom has no one here my dad is not here what if we move & god forbid someone do some bad things to me or my mom i dont have the guts to say it. maybe moving with my dad might be a good or bad idea so yeahhh im sitting in my room crying eyes out no one knows i try to stay strong but i cant anymore i cant do it... now is the time i wish im dead. im dying to have someone who i can talk too i tell others to stay strong but im the weakest one alive i cant even take my own advice i help others with their problems but i cant fix my own well later still trying not to cry but ima fail at everything even life




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