Unimportant

Empty ramblings.
2013-03-31 14:35:36 (UTC)

Clarity.

This pit of despair, in which I have been dwelling, is becoming less of a pit and more of a pothole.

Today, I had a moment of clarity. It took several weeks of shame and a complete loss of myself, but I have come to realise that life should be enjoyed, savoured and most of all, lived.

I am to be re-acquainted with my old life of sobriety. I have always known that alcohol is poison, much like cigarettes, but it has finally sunk in.

Why spend my (already dwindling) funds, only to intoxicate and damage my body and mind? I have no desire to be out of control, on the contrary, I like control. Control is power. Power is strength. I need strength. I do not need my mind to be constantly pre-occupied with shame.

New leaf.




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