hopelessly bored

trial and error
2013-03-14 13:16:15 (UTC)

your knife, my back; my gun, your head.

what the fucking fuck dude.

i'm beyond sick of my life.

its all i ever write here, i'm sick of this shit so why don't i do something about it??

i don't know what to do.

we got in another stupid fight yesterday and its the same shit as always and honestly i've just completely shut down. i don't fucking care anymore. everything is such a pain in the ass and i'm always trying to protect myself from stupid shit that i shouldn't even have to deal with.

i'm so sick of all these trashy fucks in my life. i want to take the baby and the car and drive all the way to florida or virginia or somewhere beautiful on the coast, and change our names and start a new life. just me and my daughter, none of these annoying fucks to bother me anymore. i'm so sick of stupid drama everytime i turn around.

is it so fucking much for people to act like grown ups and pull themselves together? holy fuck i've never seen so many adults drop the ball so many FUCKING TIMES.

CAN SOME PEOPLE JUST NOT MAKE GOOD DECISIONS?! what the fuck!!!!!!!! what kind of world am i bringing a kid into?!! i get so pissed at myself when i even think about this shit, i was such a stupid naive little girl for getting pregnant in the first place.

not to say that i regret it but what the fuck! she doesn't deserve this life!!!




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