guttrotten

dizza-ster
2013-03-04 20:08:44 (UTC)

slam, bam, po-am

meet me in a place you've never been
a dark depressing desolute place
where even the boldest are quickly disgusted and flee
meet me here, and tell me its going to be just fine...
your still looking from outside
from above
Above is the place you go when you rise
Below the place where you wallow
you wallow to cover yourself, to protect from superficial wounds
while smothering yourself with disease
but your not realizing that the more you wallow
the deeper your sinking
the deeper you sink
the harder it is to rise


rendevous with me in the slums of my mind and life
now make me better
your supposed to be the one
i'll try my least best, lie my best, do opposite of whatever you say and you fix me.
deal?
my heart is broken, mind on hiatus
emotions as complex as a special ed class
can you work with that? keep it all in line? neat and orderly?
you know its your fault if i dont get better now
you've given me another excuse
we love excuses down here
i'm down here-you never come
you stay above, hovering, angelic like
arms outstretched, someone who cares?
someone i can dissapoint?
but never discourage....
someone who doesnt mind if it takes time
a new reason to make me care
a new face to face when my excuses only hurt myself, like they always have,
but now...
you remind me and make it meaningful

~for rose




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