DayDreamer23

Figurative Language
2013-03-02 01:08:06 (UTC)

I will love you to death

Dear Kitty,

I honestly don't think i can actually handle it when people show the slightest shred of interest in me or my life. I go fucking crazy, like I should come with a warning label that reads 'CAUTION IF COMPLIMENTED WILL LOVE YOU FOR ALL OF ETERNITY AND THINK YOU LOVE THEM BACK' Like i don't know how to differentiate between friend like and really like like, i just can't. I honestly fall in love with everyone and i can't help it. People just should know that when they say nice friendly things to me i take them and in my head i just don't stop thinking about it then i blow it all way out of proportion and make things up and go crazy and now i don't know how to act around people, i definitely have a slight social anxiety problem too, without a doubt.

It can't be a bad thing to like people...but they probably feel really awkward and my awkwardness just makes everything worse. I've never had a boyfriend though so how should i really know when people like like me, it's impossible! I hate high school and i hate people and i also hate periods because they make this all a million times magnified.

I feel like when i finally find someone who actually wants to date me i will end up smothering them in love because that's just the kind of person i am, if it likes me i'll love it to death. TO DEATH!
Muahahahahaha

oh my god i'm sorry i'm going through traumatizing teenager times with boys and i am trying to distract myself. -M




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