Aeryn Sun

Uncharted Territories
2013-02-23 17:39:27 (UTC)

A Thousand Years

Randomly came across this song, saw a fan video of it set to Twilight, which got me interested in watching the movies (even though I once thought they were silly, now I can't get enough of them). I've developed a bit of a crush on Edward, well Robert Pattinson; I've even recently watched some of his other movies. He reminds me of J so much; maybe it's the facial structure or the hot British accent, idk, but I want him. I listen to this song on repeat, have even decided to make it the song that I walk down the aisle to. I love Bella and Edward's love for each other. I feel like such a mushy teenage right now, but roommate Mando has pointed out that I'm emotional right now b/c my period is on it's way, so this mushy feeling is ok, for now.

Since my last update I haven't really done much besides work and school. Last weekend I finally had a Saturday and Sunday off (the way my schedule is set up I get an actually weekend off every 6 wks). I went dancing on Friday night, saw a castle in Saturday, and swimming w/ friends on Sunday. Wasn't the most eventful, but I enjoyed it. I still haven't gotten an assignment and prob won't find out until April. Putting all of my resources into paying off another loan, should be done in 3 months so I've been living like a broke college student again. Still haven't decided if I'm going to visit J/Maxi or VI next month. VI really really wants me to visit but I'm tight on funds since I'm trying to pay off this loan and prep for family visit in the summer.

I told my mom I'd pay for 1 bro and half of the other, now she telling me that I'll have to pay for both. And looks like I'll have to pay for half of Mo's too b/c she hasn't saved shit since started working and got temporarily laid off. My mother is terrible at managing her money and seems like my sister is heading down that track. I had to take over a loan from my mom b/c she hadn't paid in 4 months; I felt bad that she'd taken it out for me to attend college, so felt that the right thing to do would be to relieve her of it. I really want them to come visit and it wouldn't be fair to some came and the others didn't, but my mom isn't helping me out. All she talks about is the amount of bills she has, yet the next min talking about buying something new. Unbelievable, last time I was home she was talking about having Mo get a credit card and buying a new stove w/ it and she'd pay the bill;yea right. Terrible how some parents fuck up their children's credit like that. Might end up cancelling this trip altogether.

I've also been slacking on my schoolwork but gonna get back on it....like now lol.




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