Nihilist Cowboy

A Sick Man, A Spiteful Man, An Unattractive Man
2013-02-22 23:21:06 (UTC)

day 2 without you

I have now gone 24 hours without talking to you for the first time in over 2 years. I feel upset but I know I gotta trust you like we talked about yesterday. I gotta trust you wont run off with him. I just wish you would please just see the hurt youre given me and stop sleeping with him. I am gonna try to find someone on sunday morning to go drinking with me just like we always did. I feel like I still am not able to talk to you at this moment. I still feel upset and pissed about everything. I know I still trust you enough to believe you still want me back and I am trying. Yet I am still upset that you keep sleeping with him and at this moment even though I love you more than anything I know I cant be with you. I cant be with someone who does not respect themselves like that and who hates themselves. I hope that with my love you will someday see what I see. I want you to see the beautiful amazing loving caring woman that I asked to marry 2 years ago.




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