kiddo16

NaivetY & ChildhooD LefT BehinD
2013-02-20 00:41:13 (UTC)

Tiresome

Once again... it felt like the world is really a lonely place to live in. There's nobody that I can trust. Nobody that I can turn to. They say that I can turn to God but I'm more afraid that I'll blame him instead. So in the end, I just suffer alone. After that big impact, I took solace in that small little cubicle called the toilet. I had no one to talk to so I ended up talking to the ceiling. It was tough to not cry but I manage to keep it all inside. Sometimes all I really want is to have someone to talk to.. to just listen to me and not betray me. But again, that person have to understand what they are listening to... else it'll be like me talking to the wall. Seriously I don't understand why people yearn for longevity... Cox I really really couldn't take this loneliness anymore. I'm just so tired. Isn't death looks more appealing? When you die, you die alone. At a worst place, you are alone and along with that, everyone else dies alone too.. I'm so tired.




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