Jaiethewikedangel

my insanity
2013-02-07 06:24:55 (UTC)

what i need

i need to have a good rough fucking, being thown down on the bed, tie up, collar on, ball gag in, merciless mindblowing fuck session. Its been sinice before halloween for josh and me and it sucks.... it doesnt help that i am prego and am horny all the time and when i say all the time i mean all the time... watching two ppl make out on tv gets me going. And ya it maybe normal for pregnant women to have sex dreams but the ones i am having are about josh's brother... like ummmmmmm i think its time to get laid. but the weird thing is in real life if i knew both josh and buzzy i probably would have gone for buzzy he is more of the natural dom, where as josh has to strive to fulfill my sexual desires. and some of it i know he struggles with. such and how i really like being spanked the harder the better.
ok tangent alert
this one time i was taking part in this three some with two guys and one of the guys was a really well built friend of mine we will call him d, the other person is now an ex we will call M. so i was giving M head and d was going to take me from behind and apparently M told d about how i like to be spanked, and d really gets into it the first one was that i should have screamed with pain, but i didnt even loose a beat i was still sucking at the same pace i did let out a little moan. he left that ass cheek alone and decided to go for the other and he wailed on it for a good twenty minutes, during the last five minutes i was begging him to fuck me. the next day the ass cheek that he spanked repeatedly was fine but the one that he only spanked once had a black bruised hand print on it.
now josh has an issue with fulfilling my need for pain, i need to feel pain it is apart of who i am i enjoy it, it makes me horny and enjoy sex that much better. sex with out pain is about a 2 for me sex with as much pain as i can handle is amazing and intoxicating. I have learned this about myself if i don't have pain in a way that someone else regulates it for me i cant control myself, i will give my body what it craves until it bleeds if i have to. i would someone else give me what i need then me going too far, because i know i have no control at all... its like i am high.
back to the dream issue... buzzy was the one i have been dreaming about sexually and i will wake up wet with my pussy throbbing and the thought running through my head that josh would never know, and who could blame me i am pregnant not getting any and living in a house full of men. i have actually had dreams about buzzy and i that have felt so real that when i woke up i wanted to call him Master. i hate saying that but it is true, i need someone to fuck me so bad UGH, and for those who are going to say why dont you just double click ur mouse, i have a strong belief that it is not a womans job to please herself. woman was made in mans image, we are here to please them, and by pleasing them we get pleasure.... i just went cold turkey and my pussy is not reacting well to not getting attention..... any advice on the sex problems?????




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