mooeybee

Life
2013-01-29 16:10:13 (UTC)

why happen to me

Every day I am sick of putting on this brave face when deep down I really just want to sit there and cry. Everyone always expects me to be the happy buzzing one but I'm really not! I'm fed up of having to be there for everyone! Yes I don't mind but its just when they know that I need someone there every now and then.

You get emotionally attached to some people, I just feel like i Have this connection. And when I started talking to you it just felt right. I mean you made me feel special. You told me you liked me and you just were so cute, now you don't even put in the effort to talk to me. You don't understand.
I hate myself, nearly everything. My looks, my body, my weight, my hair and the way I fall way to easily. It sucks. There are so many cute couples at school and I just sit there picturing that being me and you. You honestly don't understand what it feels like. I'm obviously second best! You told me you wouldn't find someone better..you obviously have now.

Everyone knows...that I like you. And you still don't bother to talk to me. I really don't understand now.
Shall I give up?
No. I couldn't.

I know no one will be reading this but I don't even know what to do anymore.




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