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"Anti-D" by The Wombats (I think I already posted this song on another entry, but oh well)
I mustn't take the time to question myself - everything that was supposed to be real is not. It's not. The only things that exist are what I want to exist, okay?
So.... None of this happened.
I have never cut in my life.
I have felt sad sometimes, but never to an extreme.
I have never taken pills, I do not believe they are good for you.
I have had alcohol, but not for self-destruction, but because I like being rebellious. "Rebellious"
I have smoked, but for the same reason as alcohol. It feels good.
I have never really broken down.
I lie about these things to make you scared.
Do you understand? Lies, lies, lies, truth.
Everything I wanted to be true... Became the truth. So I will do that now. Everything I want... Will be.
I've lied about my life. My thoughts. Everything, because I love writing, I love pretending, I love fantasy.
I am not depressed, a self-harmer, and I am not lonely, because I am surrounded by people who love me....
This is what's real. I feel trapped in between minds, but this is what's true...
I am vaguely sad right now.....
They left me. The two of them left me, and I don't know where they are right now. Their names are resonating in my head.
They'll be back. They will. For now, I will pretend to be normal, pretend that this is the life I have lived for thirteen years.
I"ll pretend I've never seen the stars the way I have.
What is reality? Perception... And I am translating this, controlling it, seceding into myself.
Just wait, Veronica. They'll be back to take you away, soon... You'll be fine.
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