Aya

My Life would be perfect if only........
2013-01-24 15:22:43 (UTC)

my sex life suck.......

i only have sex with my husband once a month. that also i have to ask for it. otherwise he would even bother bout it.

i know that i'm not like how i use to be 9 year ago. when the love is blooming and sex would be like almost every 3 days. its not like i'm together with him because of sex. of course i love him. it just that i feel lonely even with him beside me. at lease touch me, cuddle or maybe just hug me for a while. he would not kiss me if i dot kiss him first.
always with excuses.

darling.......
if you not interested in me anymore just tell me. i will bear it. just don't leave me high and dry like this. i'm not a puppet. i have feelings. i know you love me but i crave for your love inside me. the feeling we have now is not like before. the feeling we have now is more hollow then you think it is.

i'm not looking for other man, i just need you to look at me once more. i love you so much. the feeling is killing me. it suffocate me.




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