Georgina Megan

Gmegan
2013-01-21 20:39:04 (UTC)

My day.

Perfectly boring. I forgot my money - ended up borrowing some (I hate that). I feel bad on people because they care and try and help but I still feel like i'm locked in a cage.
I have my friend going on about my ex and my boyfriend. I don't know where to turn anymore. I am tired and feel like i'm being pulled. Torn apart by fights and bitter people. I hope one day people will sort their lives out and realise they are not the only ones in the world. Maybe i'll stop being a doormat. unlikely though.

Truth is I feel like i'm aging. unable to stop the cruel tricks of time. unable to stop listening to people because if I don't I find myself back at square one. Broken hearted and alone. Not that I mind my own company too much.

We are exploring an interesting poem called 'i'll rise' it's about a woman that is fighting back, showing off the freedom her ancestors craved and fought for. I like it because it shows that in their name and honour she'll live how they should of. Go to school and college and university like they should of.
She'll ignore the people with no life and no existance.

I'm glad I joined musical theatre. it's tough and different but really good.
I liked music base but I found all they were searching for was the next big artist. I am nothing like someone there. I prefer a unique style of music and prefer to sing without my voice being hidden by Autotune. A true artist doesn't need it to sound good. if they do, they are merely a pretty girl on a screen viewed by many to brainwash society.




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