Jack's Twisted Kingdom
I miss my blonde, blue eyed girl. but being abandoned, cast off like chattel, has hardened my heart. one day maybe I'll speak to her again, but, not now. I realize I was in love, an impossible love, with an implacable lust, I still love her, thats what happens when you love unconditionally. it's always there. like it was with kristen and lenora. tragic. imperious. and completely unapologetic. I find myself thinking of them, I'm not sure why, perhaps it's that grinding of valentines nearing that has me lurking within the past. ah well.