AngelEyes

AngelEyes
2013-01-11 05:28:02 (UTC)

Confused

I'm really confused lately. Love to me has always been something that I felt cherished for. Not something to be taken advantage of at all. But lately I've been noticing some fucked up shit. People should be happy when love is being shared throughout other people, regardless who it is, and jealousy should never get in the way. Love is supposed to be stronger than jealousy and greed. I didn't realize that people could become someone's property. Another thing love doesn't stop. At least, it shouldn't, otherwise it's not real. But why say you love someone if it's untrue? anyone and everyone who I've ever said those three words to, I've meant it whole heartedly so what's up with all the hate? There's always something holding someone back from liking someone, usually jealousy, but I can understand just disliking someone for another reason. But I don't think it's possible to go from loving someone to all of a sudden hating them. Unless it's something way worst then what it sounds to be like...but I don't know. I'm in this pouring ice cold rain, another night just thrown away. I think I'd do about anything to see you. And who am I to say what if with no regrets, I'm sorry did I ever leave you here? These thoughts keep running through my mind, these chills continue down my spine, and I never failed to see. The makeup running down your cheek, the smile I haven't seen in weeks, you've never looked so beautiful, you'll never look more beautiful to me. We both know that. I was never one to hold back on a kiss. I just need something, to get me by, just give me something? Because we're only so far from the stars, and though you're gone, I still see ours, I still see you, and you're still cuddled in your blanket to keep warm. I am chilling to the bone, a shattered heart, a broken soul, there is only one thing that can fix me, and I won't stop until I'm torn. I can't say I never saw this coming, I can't say I wasn't ready for all of this, well I'll forget about my wish. let's start over, anything, another time, another place, well maybe we can make this work, cause I've still got your taste lingering on my lips, and no one knows how hard it is to get back up and try, oh my god, to talk to him, and try not to act cause, that's not the girl he fell in love with, get your head on straight they said. He's just another silly boy, but no, you're wrong, he's so much more than that. Now I’m here, and you're still gone, and my hand, it's cramped from this god damn poem. There is so much more to live for, but I'm too trapped that I can't live. You made your choice and now your back door's swinging. It's the middle of the night, and your new love's skipping out. She's a face without a name, in all the right places, and I'll lose you in this game until it damn near breaks up. Just close your eyes, and pretend this never happened, you look so cute when you're a mess.




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