Cece14

AyeItsCelia14
2013-01-09 01:15:40 (UTC)

boy drama and sexual abuse

Dear diary,

SO i have not been writing a lot and i know but really nothing is happing. its the same thing every day. ivan have not talked to m. why? i haven't seen him for like 25 days and he thinks its okay to not talk to me!!!! uhg i do not think so!!! its getting me very mad!!!!!!!! julissa and esperanza keep saying to ignore it and if he wants to talk he has to talk to me. not me go talk to him. but they dont even let me look at him or even text him!!! but they are right if he want to talk he needs to step up his game like really. this whole vacation i was all sad and watched very sad movies!!!!! really i like cried at every movie. you know i relised something in the movie the girl ignores the boy after he does something bad. so i guess julissa and espe are right i do have to wait intill he talks to me and it better be soon because it feels like i am single. its like i dont even have a boyfriend and i hate it!!!! i just hope he talks to me seven if he just says hi I DO NOT CARE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want him to talk to me like TODAY MAYBE!!! IT WOULD BE NICE ANYWAY So last week i stayed at my aunts and when we we in the car to go to the store she asked me how i was doing and she askedif there was anything i wanted to know about my REAL dad she asks if my step dada hits me. i said yes because he does she also brought up the facts that he still slaps my butt she says that he needs to stop. but how can it? i cant say anyting and i shure as hell dont think my mom is going to say shit so i wouldnt hold my breath! im sick of it my step dad acts like my dad he should be in jail right now he sexually hurts me and hits me. i hope this year is going to be differnt.




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