Eagle18

J's 2013
2013-01-07 14:50:03 (UTC)

Monday

I got up in a good mood-did my exercises and got ready for work. Not sure what happened between then and now but now I'm in a funk. Too much thinking about about Sterling and how pissed I'm still at him. I want so badly to email Sterling and tell him to go to hell. Right now I'm feeling so pissed about him telling Sandra and Terry things that I thought were confidiential between us. He had no right to tell them about how I felt about Bill. I want to email him and tell him that he doesn't have to worry about me wanting him anymore. Right now I don't want anyone, not my husband and not him either, that' right not him either. I'm not saying I'm not going to play around if the chance arises just not with him.

I was so glad yesterday when everyone finally left. I went up to mom's paid her bills and came back home. I just wanted to be by myself. I did probably about 40 minutes of exercise which made we feel better.


I need to get a lot of work done today so I hope I can get him out of my mind so I can do my work. Need to focus on my weight loss again. Weight Watchers tonight then home to do exercises.




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