badkidd

Lonely boy..
2013-01-01 15:33:22 (UTC)

new year...

let me start frm yesday's thing... yestrday was kinda okay and u knw we all went 4 tea aftr d class.. actually d last hr was free 4 us... and there we all had tea and aniket was collectin money 4 new yr party.. i gave 200 for me n sona.. and at evng i dnt knw how i spent time (yes sanddep called me out for d fare going on in d ground near d atm, d new yr fare.. i went wth him and sona at 8 o clk and we came back at 11.15 pm only.. we had 2 chicken rolls each and some other chat thing too.. yeah we met aditya there and he asked me "didnt u call her?" in hindi i said speak in english he was aking d same in hindi... then i asked him "whom?" he asked d same qstn back again and i did d same.. then it went on like 3 or 4 times and finally i got pissed off by it.. then i said, "if u wan2 say smthing just say it diectly, dnt do it indirectly" i was serious. then he said "okay this is d 4th time u r getting angry u r nt talking it as fun.. and so nw im not gonna say it to you.. now a days u r gettin angry on me... Aashish, d fat m.tech. guy was also der and even he ws also supporting him.. i didnt say anythin more..") but it went vry fast... and night it was kinda fun but many ppl wer missig..like kriti, ravi etc.. aniket, me, ekansh, manish, some ph.d. seniours and d suman -warden sar- went to room no 111 in guest house and we had lot of beer.. i had one fosters and then one budewiser can each and 2 pegs of Vladimir vodka.. it was totally fun and good... ekansh wont drink much but he gets drunk by little amount itself.. yeah he said one story abt y we r doing cheers during we drink.. yes he ws talking a lot and he said like he want 2 b an ias officer.. yes another thing is dat even he and aniket has got some internal feeling like they r class one officers of central govt. now..wtf.. i was almost silent.. and we came back at 2.30 frm dat room and danced like crazy there.. i danced 1 st time here.. yes i got feedbacks from sona.. she came 2 knw abt it today frm some tsos and frm some ph.d. fellows...
i had messaged to kriti, rahul, sandeep and sona to wake me up early in d mrng.. they all did it too.. kriti called me at 8 c clk and rahul also did d samd at d same time.. i felt very happy abt. it.. having some frnds to do such things is a grt thing yaar..

d day was kinda good.. but now a days im getting fear abt d examsof this sem.. i havent done anthing at all.. and i dnt knw wat will happen to me... oh.. my God pls let me get a 80% this time.. can u pls.. and pls make me study also... plsssssssss... daily im wastin all d time here in frnt of my lappy..


yes kriti studies only b4 exams and she s damn intellient.. today she was lookin little upset.. but i asked her many times but she didnt tell anything... but to me sh ws behaving normal at evng.. now a days evenif i beat her she doesnt respond.. and its nt so funny.. it is fun only wen she responds.. today evng we were playing a lot too..

night we were chattin on ipmessengfer.. a sampe (bt important too..) is given..

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>if i ask u somethin will u say truth?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I saw yr msg rt now..what u were askin??
>>>>>>>>>>>>nm..
>>>>>>>>>>>what does it mean??
>>>>>>>>>>omg.. i was gng 2 ask y u wer lookin so upset today..
>>>>>>>>>No reason..
>>>>>>>>oaky..day to day feeligs..
>>>>>>>Not exactly day 2 day feelings..those were true .. n will continue uptil I'm here..
>>>>>>omg.. that means thr wer some reason... so u meant like u dnt want 2 tell...
>>>>>Even if I tell that would be fruitless..
>>>>okay.. losing trust in evryone..?
>>>Man nobody deceived me..why shouldn't I trust?? I'm not cynical..
>>ok leave it.. i just felt like u were nt happy or worried or smthng like that..
>yeah I was..but now I'm ok..I stopped thinkin..U know the more u think the more upset u gt..
yeah exactly..




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