KMW

who am i to question life?
2012-12-27 19:32:28 (UTC)

My father

He needs to go away and not come back.
He's my father and I have never once not hated him.

Every single day it's "You eat too much" and somehow I can never do anything right.
He doesn't come to my performances, even when he's home.
I do anything good and it somehow doesn't matter.

I'm always 2nd place next to my stupid siblings.
He likes my sister a hell of a lot better.
He couldn't care less about me.

He treats me like a dog.
Revoking my permission to eat certain things or in certain places.
Restrictions.

Everything on me is "slutty" and everything is "ugly".
I probably am too, in his eyes.

I am so done living here.
But there's no way out.
I wish I could prove abuse.




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