Emmalou316

The Country Life of a Teenage Girl
2012-12-27 17:24:31 (UTC)

Is it me?

The thing I hate the most..is when I make plans or talk about doing something with my boyfriend and he acts like we are really gonna do it but then he texts me and tells me that he is going to his friends house. it bugs me. I mean its nothing I can really get maad about because we have hung out almost everyday this week. but it bothers me.. makes me feel like im not fun or im too boring sometimes.i know if id say something to him like "I thought we were gonna hang out" hed be like "oh you really wanted to?" no. no I didn't I was just wasting my breathe saying that I wanted to hang out with my boyfriend. I mean its whatever , it just gets me aggervated. which isn't a good thing because I end up being mean to someone that didn't even do anything to me. but I guess I just shouldn't let it both me. I don't know . what should I do? I just wont think about it. I wish I could drive. only one more year tho, well not even a year. I hate asking people to come get me or to drive me places. im tired of my mom having to take me everywhere. its not that its embarresssing cause I sure as hell don't care, I just feel bad. im just not gonna worry about it. just needed to get it out , felt like telling someone or something.




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