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2012-12-25 11:06:05 (UTC)

I'm Dead To Myself

December 25, 2012 Christmas Tuesday 11:06 AM

"Talking Bird" by Death Cab For Cutie

I wish there was a way to ignore myself, to shun myself because I hate who I am.

I ruined Christmas.

I ruined everything.

I'm going to shut up, now.

And still... I want to fucking kill myself, now, please. :) NOW.

:) :) :) :) :)

Sometimes, it helps to smile while I'm crying. I feel really fucked up when I do that, but it makes me laugh so... I dunno.

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.... I want to get rid of MY memories.

This is pointless and sad. We're going to see 'Les Miserables' now. Goodbye...