I'm Dead To Myself
December 25, 2012 Christmas Tuesday 11:06 AM
"Talking Bird" by Death Cab For Cutie
I wish there was a way to ignore myself, to shun myself because I hate who I am.
I ruined Christmas.
I ruined everything.
I'm going to shut up, now.
And still... I want to fucking kill myself, now, please. :) NOW.
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Sometimes, it helps to smile while I'm crying. I feel really fucked up when I do that, but it makes me laugh so... I dunno.
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.... I want to get rid of MY memories.
This is pointless and sad. We're going to see 'Les Miserables' now. Goodbye...