LustingforNightmares

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2012-12-20 21:41:32 (UTC)

Kill Self

9:41 PM

"Name" by The Goo Goo Dolls


My music teacher thinks he's so funny. He made a joke about all these baby names singers have, like the Goo Goo dolls and then Lady Gaga. He said, "Goo Goo Ga Ga" and then couldn't stop laughing.

He's very strange, but I like him. I just don't like when he assumes we are all the same: To him, we all listen to pop music and we think music class is a waste of time.

In fact, I don't even have to take music. I already have my credits because I took it last year, as well. But I am anyway. I like music. I love music.

I asked Lily what she would do if I killed myself. She said:

CRY. CRY FOR HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS. AND I WOULD BECOME EVEN MORE DEPRESSED AND EVENTUALLY MOST LIKELY JOIN YOU.

If she killed herself, I said I would get a time-turner (Harry Potter, Prisoner or Azkaban) from somewhere and find a way to stop her from killing herself. Or go around and make sure everyone knew her story and that no one did what she did. Then, I would kill myself but somehow, magically make it look like it was a natural death or something.

Truthfully, I hope I don't kill myself.

But no, I would probably end up doing what Lily said she would. I mean, I said the time-turner jokingly but I'm hoping I will actually do the rest.

I probably won't, though.


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